Endless Goodbyes

all of a sudden i’m so empty
i seem to have lost my intuitions
trying to ease the pains cause by affection
she never waited for tomorrow
she only offered me sorrow

i recall those endless goodbyes
i was frightened by her introvert ways
and felt sorry for myself
we never outgrew the past
we ended up in disgust

ahh, i may be wrong
but i can still hear…
goodbye, goodbye
goodbye, goodbye

i compare my life to every song
hoping to ease the pains
but it only multiplies the wounds
i tried to open the curtain
but unluckily, it seems in vain

© 1989 Darem Placer
16 August 1989